
okay, so i've been sick, and now i'm a bit bored...but this has been...well weird...1st, it's amazing how many over the counter drugs one can take and still live, and it's also amazing how few of those over the counter things mixed with lots of coffee can give you quite a buzz!!....sunday night, well heck all last weekend....i was popping everything i could find in and around the house....even guzzled some left over cough syryp (think it had codine in it...wow)...and by sunday night, monday morning, i was seriously thinking of going out and getting my stomach pumped...or at least barfing really good, cause...owch!....it felt good for a while...while at work sunday night/monday morning, i was...well not hi....but even though i was feeling and sounding really sick....there was definitley some strange stuff going on in my head and tummy....and puples (where'd my iris go?)......and i lost count of how much coffee i chuged, but i was a lot...i was vibrating after 8 hours.....and THEN i had to try and sleep...that wasn't happening.

still don't feel so hot...but after having not really run for about 10 days, my 6 mile jog through the river valley this am felt okay...i was still worn out and hacking after, and skipped working out at the kinsmen after wards, just went home, stretched and showered....but it just felt good to get some speed going, doing hills and stairs, and just a little exploring...may do that again and see if i can drag myself over 10 miles....should be fun....gotta do the st albert 10 miler in just over a week, and want to know i can at east run 10 miles before then.............

it's funny, as the year gets shorter, my list of pending races is getting shorter.....but i'm still prety excited....the st albert 10 should be fun if nothing else....maybe brunch afterwards will be more fun then the race, but still think it'll be fun....lots of friends are doing it, so that's the only reason i'm going to attempt it........which, oddly enuff is why i bailed out on the vancouver marathon yet again, no one i know is doing it....so why bother...i hate being the lone wolf...as i found out in runner's world a couple of months ago, i'm a social runner...so unless i can socialize i ain't interested....

you know what would be really cool...would be if i actually had a really good race sometime this year (i guess that means i've gotta train....there's always a catch..which sucks...couldn't i just cheat?)

i mean, breaking 4 hours at a amarathoner should be a no brainer...but i've yet to do it, so ...hey, i'm almost 50, maybe it's about time....and i know i'm gonna have a good time at coronation and great white north this year...i just feel positive about both races.....but, train, train, train
oh well...guess the best way to tell if i've been traning or not is watching how this blog goes...if i spend too much time on it, then that means i've not been training as much as i should....oh well...but i guesss i should keep track of my progress...okay so, um, starting tomrrow....
(today was just a fun run...5.82 miles, and a rewally slow time...56:56.....but, i did stop some, did the stairs by the glenora, up a few hills...walked some....so i guess that's a start.
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